A lot to say and not long to say it.

As many of you may have noticed, a new ticker has appeared, and its one I should explain, as some of you have noticed from "private" comments and it would only be time.

Back in September, I had the misfortune of having to deal with the body of a woman who had been involved in a horrific suicide bid, she lived a further 7 hours and died in hospital. I hid it from my friends, I hid it from my family, I hid it from myself. I faultered and hit the bottle and got caught just under 50% over the drink drive limit.

My own fault and I should have known better.... I admitted my guilt in court and received a 12 month ban reduced to 9 with a drink-management course.

What I have surprised myself by doing, is being able to come two-thirds of the way though my ban without getting behind the wheel of a car. I thought I would be an ignorant b*d and get behind the wheel and drive, but I haven't. I did a drink course with 11 other people. I KNOW that at least 4 of them still drive, as I have seen them.

So anyway, thats my cryptic ticker..... My own personal goal to abide by the law from now until the day I die. I know what I have already done is bad enough and I will spend the rest of my days regreting it, but its time to turn a new leaf.

My query is what do our ethnic minorities do to get us in trouble. I was on a bus with around 6 or 7 asian students. They were taking the mickey out of "their culture" and being abusinve about "asian shops" that sold "babies 3 for £1". This joking of their "paki forefathers" (their quote) went on for about 10 minutes with comments like "we are ethnic, worship us" and a black gentleman who was sitting two seats in front of them smiled.... big mistake

All of a sudden they were calling him a "coon" and that he was a "racist f*$k" who should be sent back to the country he came from. Like HELLO! this guy appologised, in better English than I can speak and got off the bus at the next stop. His departure was met by MONKEY NOISES, and shouts of "nigger b*$*h"

I'm sorry, but I knew white men were actively racist against ethnic minorities, but this is behaviour from a culture which we WELCOMED into our country many years ago, and now they are starting to get as bad as the militant members of the BNP!

If this is the way that minorities treat us, shall I become a militant member of the BNP? or shall I just become a "paki forefather" selling "babies, 3 for £1"!