The weeks go by and I seem to write less and less. I don't whether its the fact I have little to say, or whether I can not be bothered to say it.

A lot has happened really, and its hard where to being...

I have spent a lot of the last week trying to work out where I stand with my partner. As it is I only see her twice a month, if I am lucky, and with no apparent will for her to move into our newly bought house, I wonder if even this extravagent purchase we have made is not stopping us from drifting apart. I am talking to her less and less on the phone, when she does come to the flat for the weekend, she is sually watching telly while I am gaming on the computer, and when I am not with her I rarely think of her now.

I have also spent a few days expanding my working knowledge of trains by being able to run class 442's now. Three days with the madest of mad trainers was fun, and I enjoyed the delights of Weymouth on a wet spring day. I also enjoyed not having to chat with any passengers or sell tickets!

I managed to get myself sacked from my online DJing career. I was working on alpha-radio for about a month, and putting in around 20 hours a week, until I was told I was contrbuting too much. My responce of "FOR F**K SAKE Make your ruddy minds up and then let us know" was met with a goodbye.

I am also off to see G4 tonight. One of my closet friends has this thing for them, but decided to leave her boyfriend before they went to see it. So I managed to get a free ticket to G4, and spend the night with her in a hotel (twin beds, not double). I should get back around 3pm tomorrow, because my other half will be coming down for our fortnightly 24hour time together....

My head is spinning so bad, I don't know what to think sometimes.....