I am glad to be back at work today. Although I do not mind taking a day off sick if I need it, I do not like sitting in a hospital for 5 hours waiting to find out if I have had a stroke!

Thankfully I think it was just the end of an infection, but while I was sitting there, the whatif's went flashing through my mind.. especially the fact that I could have had a stroke, on the train I was working thursday, and why did I insist on continuing to work that train?

So I am sitting here, on a train to London writing this blog, realising just how sacred what I have is. I live alone but content, I have a well paid job as well as job security, I have a life but choose to live.

I do ask myself though.. do I enjoy it?