I am getting so bored at work. I am still not allowed to work after my last cock-up and I am awaiting a formal interview and bollocking!

So I went out and about today and saw the worst thing I could see, my "little redhead" hand in hand with one of her colleagues. I was mortified, but not surprised.

Well that kinda knocks that ideal out of my head, I am not about to go and declare my heart for her when she is obviously now seeing someone else. I wish I could be open wih her about it. I wish I could tell her how I feel.

Now I am alone.... again.... nothing to look forward to.

On the plus side of course, I have been busy at the radio station this week. Sunday I had to put a new processor fan into a computer, yesterday I re-installed a CD deck that has come back fixed, and today I had to re-licence the automated playout software on the computer I fixed Sunday cos it screwed it up.

Well its time for me to leave now.... I gotta be back up at 05.30 so I had better get some sleep.....

TTFN