.Thats all I seem to do now. Think of her beauty, the way she smiles but doesnt actually smile, the way she Tries to insult, but seems to never find the right words. I never imagine anything seedy or perverted when I think of her though, only ever us cuddling up on the sofa in front of a movie... thinking about it, I rarely picture her naked, in underwear or anything like that either.. is this what real love feels like?
It looks like its going to be a nice day again. Few clouds in the sky, nothing looking capable of rain. I might even wander around the shops looking for a new job.. yes, I have had enough now and I am continuing to pro-actively look for a job. I have never known a job to insist you work 12 days straight and them work 3 of your days off without any extra pay!
When you have a train company prepared to force its front line staff into that post of environment, can they then be suprised when the guard opens the doors on the wrong side, or opens doors not on the platform, because it will happen, the train crews are shattered with their 55 hour weeks due to enforced overtime.. and thats BEFORE we talk about instances like that above!
What concerns me is that now this company has won another franchisie, that will be another x number of staff being put under the same conditions. Its only a matter of time before there is a major failure and someone WILL get killed because of it..
now I am just winding myself into an anger ball.. i am going to leave it there for now.
2007-08-02 @ 20:05