Yesterday was probably life changing. It could have been foolish. Its likely stupid.

Yes as of last night, I became the chairman of the hospital radio station with all the liabilities, responseabilities and cheque books that go with it, and I am very very scared.

for the first time I an essentially running a business...

very very scared.

Bored bored bored. 10am and on my way to work. Well I lie.. I am off to the library first to find a Dummies Guide to dreamweaver 4. Its the biggest library in Hampshire.. it must have it..

I had a phone call from one of my bosses yesterday. The matter I have previously talked about is being dealt with, but they want to investigate it fully.. I can seriously see the guy getting sacked.. if he was not who he was!

He has the uncanny ability to get away with murder.. I am not accusing him of murder but I am sure you know what I mean! He is like a minority of the female members of staff we have. They flirt with the management and the second they are being disciplined they "cry rape".

Rant over I will only work myself up.

24 hours later and I still want to knock the little fuck out. Why would one of my own colleagues want to go out of his way to wind a passenger up so much and them disappear leaving the passenger to want to smack me. He was not even meant to be working the train in question but he still went and started shouting insults down the train at this passenger.

He is the most impolite unprofessional piece of crap I have had the mis-pleasure of working with. He thinks he is untouchable, he has got away with so much, he will get a little present from me next time.

Nothing has changed. No big bang, no management cull, no happy punters. Yes I am back at work, "enjoying" my time as a guard, swallowing my pride to tell someone that I was entirely right.. they are not gods and they dont pay my wages..

i will be able to grab a Metro later, so I will be able to discuss the good, the bad and the ugly.. shame the bad is usually the beautiful as well! Shit happens.

Yes I have taken a few days out to sort myself. My posting has become less recently where other priorities have come forward. I am busy working out the way in which I fit everything in this month, while continuing to oblige my darling with copious amounts of the dirty filthy rampant sex that she has come to demand of me. I jest of course, I would do anything to keep her happy for I love her so.

I am out and about today doing mystery shops in Basingstoke. I have got to the point now that I only give benefit of the doubt where instructed. I have turned evil, even pointing out when a member of staff looks so three that they are slurring their speech.. Coral thanked me on that occasion for finding a member off staff drunk on duty!

I have got another interview for a presenter tomorrow. If I accept her, it will make 4 in the wings waiting to be approved by the NHS trust. Thats 4 that I know of anyway, I dread to think how many more are with other committee members.

I have been flicking through the papers and news sites this morning and one interesting story crossed my eyes suggesting that some Womens prisons such as Holloway should be closed and converted to a mans prison. They believe that women would benefit from smaller "community" units. Surely that would be classed as sexual discrimination? The simple answer would be to make all the perverts, murderers and the like live in poverty, in 8 foot by 4 foot cells on bread and water. They deserve no better in most cases and in many instances are BETTER OFF in prison! The punishment should fit the crime, not the criminal should get a TV, PLAYSTATION, etc.

One thing I did get a chance to do this week was catch up on the first episode of Billie Piper's new sold in The Secret Diary of a Call Girl (still available on itv.com ). She really does look like she enjoys the series, especially AWAY from the sex scenes, with the beauty of make up making her dazzle. I will certainly be making sure I can watch THAT this week.

Well its taken me the best part of an hour to write all that from my mobile phone. So I will give your eyes a rest and catch you later on. TTFN.